I dropped the kids to school this morning and then headed downtown for my doctors appointment. I got there, signed in and waited for them to call my name. 5 minutes go by and sure enough I wasn't on the schedule. They couldn't find an appointment down at all. So now I have been rescheduled. I would like to be able to get upset about it, but this seems to be a habit of mine now. I have done this at least 4 times that I can think of with me and the kids. I then beat myself up about it because I have wasted so much time and gas. I think my brain is going.

Later I went to the office and worked a while, picked up the kids, Simon went to therapy and then we headed home.

After getting home, I told Simon he needed to practice his piano for 15 minutes. He started good, then all of a sudden got very frustrated. The next thing you know he is crying telling me "Mom, I just want to be a normal kid and only practice the piano at the teachers house". I sat and tried to explain how lessons work. But I think his main focus was going to Mason's house. He finally got calmed down. So I will see how this works tomorrow.

I tucked Sydnee in to bed later and closed her door. About 10 minutes later I thought I heard her crying. Sure enough she was. We sat and talked for a little bit. She told me she was sad because she missed Grandpa K and Nakina. I hated to see her so upset.

I'm looking forward to a couple of warm days. Goodnight.........